otak i macam nak pecah.
first time i deactivate my facebook account. so you imagine larh sendiri cik blog my situation right now. thanks to you for letting me wrote on you and say nothing.
cik wafi, i suke bile u xde krdt, dan i ade.
so that i can wrote anything. let it all out, send them to you.
AND YOU CAN SAY NOTHING.
just like what cik blog did. so, next time..
cant u just listen to me?
*bia la at one time i buat entry banyak2. u dont la get mad at me like cik wafi wahai cik blog. i ni kusam ni. i da lame xsenyum ni. peliks la i kalau xsenyum. critical da i. kesian i. patut ke i di kesian kan? you decide larh cik blog*
=_=*
Friday, July 1, 2011
bertukar!
ha ha ha
saya sedih cik blog. thats why i laugh. ha ha
i laugh cause cik blog dah bertukar! hehe u look.. urmmm.. biase. simple. matured. right?
do you love it? of course you are! *actually you have to* haha
i do this so that i can do something with my bleeding heart and soul..
by changing cik blog will make me be more matured. no more kiddy kiddo thing like pinky2 and cute2 thing. I WANNA BE STRONG.
strong enough to face cik wafi.
ape motif ni?
saya sedih cik blog. thats why i laugh. ha ha
i laugh cause cik blog dah bertukar! hehe u look.. urmmm.. biase. simple. matured. right?
do you love it? of course you are! *actually you have to* haha
i do this so that i can do something with my bleeding heart and soul..
by changing cik blog will make me be more matured. no more kiddy kiddo thing like pinky2 and cute2 thing. I WANNA BE STRONG.
strong enough to face cik wafi.
ape motif ni?
sickness.
cik blog... *xyah greeting lah.. da slalu sgt da jumpa 2 3 hari ni kan :)*
well as u might able to see.. that i'm sick! totally sick! i cant even feel like moving around..
i cant even feel like wake up and walk and lompat2 keriangan even i really wanted to do so.
yes my body is sick but my soul is worse. cik blog, i paling sedih sekali.. yang tersedih sekali la.
i sakit2.. pening2.. nak jalan lompat2 xboleh.. cik wafi xade larh di sisi side by side sebelah menyebelah beri sokongan kepada i. cik wafi dont even care larh. he might said like this "why should i take a good care of her when she dont even once care bout me". ok cik blog. i know larh. I DESERVE IT. fine, i get it. it will be easier to him if i just GONE.
BTW cik blog terchenta..
i love you the most cause all you do is just letting me wrote on you and say nothing.
just what i need.
dear GOD.. please.. please.. take these away from me.. please.. its too hard for me.
too hard.
well as u might able to see.. that i'm sick! totally sick! i cant even feel like moving around..
i cant even feel like wake up and walk and lompat2 keriangan even i really wanted to do so.
yes my body is sick but my soul is worse. cik blog, i paling sedih sekali.. yang tersedih sekali la.
i sakit2.. pening2.. nak jalan lompat2 xboleh.. cik wafi xade larh di sisi side by side sebelah menyebelah beri sokongan kepada i. cik wafi dont even care larh. he might said like this "why should i take a good care of her when she dont even once care bout me". ok cik blog. i know larh. I DESERVE IT. fine, i get it. it will be easier to him if i just GONE.
BTW cik blog terchenta..
i love you the most cause all you do is just letting me wrote on you and say nothing.
just what i need.
dear GOD.. please.. please.. take these away from me.. please.. its too hard for me.
too hard.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
dont feel like leaving any titles to this.
hi cik blog..
a hambar greetings isnt it? yeah. sure.
huh. *sigh*
cik blog, why i've to be such an IDIOT?
all that i can do is get mess with everything. everything.
i'm useless. selfish. idiot of course.
cik wafi, why on earth that you still being in love with me after everything that i'd did?
like seriously i give you nothing, but you give me everything. you give me so much. too much. dont you realize that i dont deserve even a piece of it! dont ya?
its like i'm ruinning your life. totally ruinning it. well why do i have to jump out into your life at first? why it has to be me. i'm the wrong idiot person for you. for the rest of your life, of course i'm the wrong person for you to be with. WHY IT HAS TO BE ME? if its not me, i'm totally sure that u can have your life just the way you want it. enjoy it. be happy with it.
IF ITS JUST NOT ME.
a hambar greetings isnt it? yeah. sure.
huh. *sigh*
cik blog, why i've to be such an IDIOT?
all that i can do is get mess with everything. everything.
i'm useless. selfish. idiot of course.
cik wafi, why on earth that you still being in love with me after everything that i'd did?
like seriously i give you nothing, but you give me everything. you give me so much. too much. dont you realize that i dont deserve even a piece of it! dont ya?
its like i'm ruinning your life. totally ruinning it. well why do i have to jump out into your life at first? why it has to be me. i'm the wrong idiot person for you. for the rest of your life, of course i'm the wrong person for you to be with. WHY IT HAS TO BE ME? if its not me, i'm totally sure that u can have your life just the way you want it. enjoy it. be happy with it.
IF ITS JUST NOT ME.
Monday, June 27, 2011
tak FUN lah.
hello there cik blog. a very lovely morning isnt it? bless.
well.. as u might able to see at my face (if and only if u can see lah) even typing something yang lovely2 like that ayat above tu, tapi muka monyok cam skali mintak duit dgn ma, dia bwt tak tahu ! ade ke? ok. tak de motif langsung, tak de kaitan dgn tajuk.
well again, when ppl get older, u know?
-the number of their age increase
-their face start to change as well as their voices
-they get married
-they get beranak pinak
theres no fun anymore lah with this ppl !! *sigh*
my family, siblings. yes, of course they're the best ! but it feel like getting less fun lah when everyone getting older.. all they cared bout is JOB, CAREER.
ye. saya budak. saya tak keje lagi. ok fine. then, should u just LEAVE ME ALONE?
why i'm saying this?. just now i upload gamba zaman kecik2 dulu, then i sengih2 la sorang2.. wiii i pom tag2 la sis i.. zaman dulu2 kot. klakar je gamba. all i wanted to do is SHARING with u and have FUN.
TAPI, she said (by mesagging i kat facebook) :
haaaallllloooooo micahs. lain kali u jangan la tulis hok pelik2 kat wall i. perkataan yg menunjukkan i ni mcm budak2. poooraahh laa apa laaa. huhu. u tau dop i loni tgh membina imej businesswoman. kalu ada ore tengok status hok ngarut2 tu gak, malu lah i. heheheheee. u pahoo dopp? pahtu gak, gambar2 i hok maso kecik2 dulu hok huduhs tu tok payoh la tag wahahahahhaaaa. lepas imej businesswoman eightDesigns ni berjaya, i nok wak duit kok lain pulok. i nok ngajar ore buat bisnes online. kalau ore tengok i jenis supo budok2 gak, habis la. takdop sapo la hok nok blajar dengan i. u pahooo ko dopppp? i harap u jgn berkecik hati okess :p
ok. tak terasa langsung. :'(
just an uneasy feeling that cant be said by words. so how should i said it? using sign la kot. tapi macam tak masuk akal je. hoho
I SENANG TERASA OK. TAPI 2 MINIT JE POM. PALING LAME 15 MINIT. SO DONT WORRY. :) (kenapa la i macamni kan? thats why la i benci ade kawan2 i yang entah hape2 entah nk terasa2 4 5 6 hari. chill la der ! kate kawan?)
never mind.
i pom tak tahu la motif i tulis benda ni. *SIGH* lagi.
i buat entry ni sebab i tahu she will never ever read this. :)
::diri saya. bekeng (garang). cepat marah. cepat terasa. yes, i admit it. ni la kekurangan dan keburukan saya.
:: tapi its only temporary. kan da kate, paling lame 15 minit. even i tengah nangis2 sedih, pastu i sapu air mata, i boleh terus gelak. *hebat* kan i? even i terasa hati tahap nk mati gile terasa pedih mencucuk, tapi biase i diam. kejap. in 2 mnts, thats pedih durjana persetan feelings pom just GONE.
::Tuhan bagi kita kekurangan, walaupun banyak kurangya, tapi mesti ade jugak lebihnya.
*peace yoo*
^_^v
ps: to 'beliau', i missing u lah. like crazy kot. *ok. lebih2 dah*
sorry yeah. i macam meluat la kot nk tulis jiwang2 dekat blog. wakaka nanti malu di cik blog. tapi, u know me well enough right 'beliau'? (sambil sengih tunjuk gigi)
well.. as u might able to see at my face (if and only if u can see lah) even typing something yang lovely2 like that ayat above tu, tapi muka monyok cam skali mintak duit dgn ma, dia bwt tak tahu ! ade ke? ok. tak de motif langsung, tak de kaitan dgn tajuk.
well again, when ppl get older, u know?
-the number of their age increase
-their face start to change as well as their voices
-they get married
-they get beranak pinak
theres no fun anymore lah with this ppl !! *sigh*
my family, siblings. yes, of course they're the best ! but it feel like getting less fun lah when everyone getting older.. all they cared bout is JOB, CAREER.
ye. saya budak. saya tak keje lagi. ok fine. then, should u just LEAVE ME ALONE?
why i'm saying this?. just now i upload gamba zaman kecik2 dulu, then i sengih2 la sorang2.. wiii i pom tag2 la sis i.. zaman dulu2 kot. klakar je gamba. all i wanted to do is SHARING with u and have FUN.
TAPI, she said (by mesagging i kat facebook) :
haaaallllloooooo micahs. lain kali u jangan la tulis hok pelik2 kat wall i. perkataan yg menunjukkan i ni mcm budak2. poooraahh laa apa laaa. huhu. u tau dop i loni tgh membina imej businesswoman. kalu ada ore tengok status hok ngarut2 tu gak, malu lah i. heheheheee. u pahoo dopp? pahtu gak, gambar2 i hok maso kecik2 dulu hok huduhs tu tok payoh la tag wahahahahhaaaa. lepas imej businesswoman eightDesigns ni berjaya, i nok wak duit kok lain pulok. i nok ngajar ore buat bisnes online. kalau ore tengok i jenis supo budok2 gak, habis la. takdop sapo la hok nok blajar dengan i. u pahooo ko dopppp? i harap u jgn berkecik hati okess :p
ok. tak terasa langsung. :'(
just an uneasy feeling that cant be said by words. so how should i said it? using sign la kot. tapi macam tak masuk akal je. hoho
I SENANG TERASA OK. TAPI 2 MINIT JE POM. PALING LAME 15 MINIT. SO DONT WORRY. :) (kenapa la i macamni kan? thats why la i benci ade kawan2 i yang entah hape2 entah nk terasa2 4 5 6 hari. chill la der ! kate kawan?)
never mind.
i pom tak tahu la motif i tulis benda ni. *SIGH* lagi.
i buat entry ni sebab i tahu she will never ever read this. :)
::diri saya. bekeng (garang). cepat marah. cepat terasa. yes, i admit it. ni la kekurangan dan keburukan saya.
:: tapi its only temporary. kan da kate, paling lame 15 minit. even i tengah nangis2 sedih, pastu i sapu air mata, i boleh terus gelak. *hebat* kan i? even i terasa hati tahap nk mati gile terasa pedih mencucuk, tapi biase i diam. kejap. in 2 mnts, thats pedih durjana persetan feelings pom just GONE.
::Tuhan bagi kita kekurangan, walaupun banyak kurangya, tapi mesti ade jugak lebihnya.
*peace yoo*
^_^v
ps: to 'beliau', i missing u lah. like crazy kot. *ok. lebih2 dah*
sorry yeah. i macam meluat la kot nk tulis jiwang2 dekat blog. wakaka nanti malu di cik blog. tapi, u know me well enough right 'beliau'? (sambil sengih tunjuk gigi)
Sunday, June 26, 2011
kembali semula.
hello there cik blog !
as u might able to see....
muke i yang macam asam limau nipis ni !
niiiiii niii haaa
nampak?
toink toink !
haha
da lame xjumpe kan cik blog?
heee
entah lah..
slalu terpkirkan cik blog
tapi....
everytime i log in...
xtahu nk tulis ape..
opss
TYPE
BTW,
i sekarang tengah menambahkan isi2 badan
diakibatkan oleh cuti yang bukan lah cuti,
ketamatan pembelajaran i di
Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang
da dekat 2 bulan da pom...
selesai lah sudah
BTW lagi,
i sudah tidak bersemangat lagi untuk mencari
pendapatan sendiri seperti lepas SPM dulu
TIDAK
i sekarang sudah mengambil keputusan untuk duduk2 saja
haha
lebih senang dan bahagia
walaupun xla sebahagia mana.
bagi i,
ye, bagus bekerja.
TAPI
setelah mendapat pengalaman bekerja selepas SPM dulu,
i sudah TOBAT !
haaa
"macam xdek life kot kalo keje ! mende ape! nati da masuk u, baru terpkiir balik
bestnye kalo boley duk rumah. dah skrg ni boley duk rmh puas2, gatal nk keje lak !"
macam tu ler.... tu semua pendapat i je la.. berdasarkan pengalaman.. hehe
BTW lagi for the second tyme,
i sekarang ni tengah bengong.
ye, BENGONG
adakah perhubungan i dengan beliau adalah perhubungan yang sebenar benarnya?
atau
cinta monyet je?
kenapa ye cik blog, perangai i kene macam ni?
kenapa i xmacam orang2 lain?
orang2 yang baik.
kenapa ye i mesti selalu marah2?
kenapa i mesti tinggi sangat tahap kecemburuan i?
kenapa i xboley cakap lembut2?
kenapa i ni sendiri xboley nk ayu2 macam wanita2 laen?
wanita? ahhhaaaa
cik blog.....
i know myself. yes.
but still i can do nothing about it.
why cik blog?
why cant i changed?
and "beliau",
will all the dreams come true?
*speechless*
as u might able to see....
muke i yang macam asam limau nipis ni !
niiiiii niii haaa
nampak?
toink toink !
haha
da lame xjumpe kan cik blog?
heee
entah lah..
slalu terpkirkan cik blog
tapi....
everytime i log in...
xtahu nk tulis ape..
opss
TYPE
BTW,
i sekarang tengah menambahkan isi2 badan
diakibatkan oleh cuti yang bukan lah cuti,
ketamatan pembelajaran i di
Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang
da dekat 2 bulan da pom...
selesai lah sudah
BTW lagi,
i sudah tidak bersemangat lagi untuk mencari
pendapatan sendiri seperti lepas SPM dulu
TIDAK
i sekarang sudah mengambil keputusan untuk duduk2 saja
haha
lebih senang dan bahagia
walaupun xla sebahagia mana.
bagi i,
ye, bagus bekerja.
TAPI
setelah mendapat pengalaman bekerja selepas SPM dulu,
i sudah TOBAT !
haaa
"macam xdek life kot kalo keje ! mende ape! nati da masuk u, baru terpkiir balik
bestnye kalo boley duk rumah. dah skrg ni boley duk rmh puas2, gatal nk keje lak !"
macam tu ler.... tu semua pendapat i je la.. berdasarkan pengalaman.. hehe
BTW lagi for the second tyme,
i sekarang ni tengah bengong.
ye, BENGONG
adakah perhubungan i dengan beliau adalah perhubungan yang sebenar benarnya?
atau
cinta monyet je?
kenapa ye cik blog, perangai i kene macam ni?
kenapa i xmacam orang2 lain?
orang2 yang baik.
kenapa ye i mesti selalu marah2?
kenapa i mesti tinggi sangat tahap kecemburuan i?
kenapa i xboley cakap lembut2?
kenapa i ni sendiri xboley nk ayu2 macam wanita2 laen?
wanita? ahhhaaaa
cik blog.....
i know myself. yes.
but still i can do nothing about it.
why cik blog?
why cant i changed?
and "beliau",
will all the dreams come true?
*speechless*
Sunday, March 20, 2011
roomate sayer giler AIRFOCE!
from last entry:
entry kali ni will full of photos.
tp sblm tu kene criter dulu psl roomate i.
beliau memang sangat giler akan AIRFORCE.
minggu lepas ade open day dekat TUDM kuantan
tudm tu kirenye dekat je dengan matrik i.
so roomate i ini juga senior i,
memaksa i dan sorang lagi roomate i pergi bersama dengan beliau.
kalo u ols nk tahu
hari tu adalah hari SABTU ok.
SABTU
sape nk bangun awl2 semata mata nk pegi open day tudm???
hah!
bknnye minat pom.
tp u ols
my roomate baek punyer budi pekerti
tarik simut kitorang
paksa jugak ikot.
so i dan roomate i yang lagi sorang pom ikot je lah
kesian jgk tgk roomate yang ni neh semangat sangat.
kire ah beliau ni pukul 4 PAGI da bangun u ols!
*haiyak*
ok.
sila sila lah tgk. ;)
entry kali ni will full of photos.
tp sblm tu kene criter dulu psl roomate i.
beliau memang sangat giler akan AIRFORCE.
minggu lepas ade open day dekat TUDM kuantan
tudm tu kirenye dekat je dengan matrik i.
so roomate i ini juga senior i,
memaksa i dan sorang lagi roomate i pergi bersama dengan beliau.
kalo u ols nk tahu
hari tu adalah hari SABTU ok.
SABTU
sape nk bangun awl2 semata mata nk pegi open day tudm???
hah!
bknnye minat pom.
tp u ols
my roomate baek punyer budi pekerti
tarik simut kitorang
paksa jugak ikot.
so i dan roomate i yang lagi sorang pom ikot je lah
kesian jgk tgk roomate yang ni neh semangat sangat.
kire ah beliau ni pukul 4 PAGI da bangun u ols!
*haiyak*
ok.
sila sila lah tgk. ;)
haaaa ni lah roomate i..
sume benda beliau nak try. haish*
ni i dan roomate i yang lagi sorang
ni i dan abang2 engineer ok.
ENGINEER.
hah!
tension i orang bijok neh!!!!
ni abang yang jage tropong tu tolong
ambikkan gamba kitorang. haha
abang tu askar kot.
entah. i ta tanya la plak.
btw thanks abang askar. :)
ok. kat blakang i tu name die shukoi (ta tahu eja btol ke x)
haha
i bkn minat pom,,so mane la i nak tahu
tp roomate tahu sume name jet yang ade kat situ!
kagum i.
;D
haha
i bkn minat pom,,so mane la i nak tahu
tp roomate tahu sume name jet yang ade kat situ!
kagum i.
;D
ni transport.
yang pegi amik budak kat mesir hari tu tu
gune yang ni lah.
abang engineer citer.
name die abang ermiza.
dan roomate i memang tengah angau ke dia sekarng neh!
hah hah hah
*note: penggunaan 'abang' sedikit biroh i rase.
ke biase je kalo u ols?
hahhahahahhaha
banyak lagi gamba tapi i macam da malas da u ols..
heh heh heh
jap lagi pukul 2 i ade kelas.
huh!
yang pegi amik budak kat mesir hari tu tu
gune yang ni lah.
abang engineer citer.
name die abang ermiza.
dan roomate i memang tengah angau ke dia sekarng neh!
hah hah hah
*note: penggunaan 'abang' sedikit biroh i rase.
ke biase je kalo u ols?
hahhahahahhaha
banyak lagi gamba tapi i macam da malas da u ols..
heh heh heh
jap lagi pukul 2 i ade kelas.
huh!
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