hi cik blog..
a hambar greetings isnt it? yeah. sure.
huh. *sigh*
cik blog, why i've to be such an IDIOT?
all that i can do is get mess with everything. everything.
i'm useless. selfish. idiot of course.
cik wafi, why on earth that you still being in love with me after everything that i'd did?
like seriously i give you nothing, but you give me everything. you give me so much. too much. dont you realize that i dont deserve even a piece of it! dont ya?
its like i'm ruinning your life. totally ruinning it. well why do i have to jump out into your life at first? why it has to be me. i'm the wrong idiot person for you. for the rest of your life, of course i'm the wrong person for you to be with. WHY IT HAS TO BE ME? if its not me, i'm totally sure that u can have your life just the way you want it. enjoy it. be happy with it.
IF ITS JUST NOT ME.
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
tak FUN lah.
hello there cik blog. a very lovely morning isnt it? bless.
well.. as u might able to see at my face (if and only if u can see lah) even typing something yang lovely2 like that ayat above tu, tapi muka monyok cam skali mintak duit dgn ma, dia bwt tak tahu ! ade ke? ok. tak de motif langsung, tak de kaitan dgn tajuk.
well again, when ppl get older, u know?
-the number of their age increase
-their face start to change as well as their voices
-they get married
-they get beranak pinak
theres no fun anymore lah with this ppl !! *sigh*
my family, siblings. yes, of course they're the best ! but it feel like getting less fun lah when everyone getting older.. all they cared bout is JOB, CAREER.
ye. saya budak. saya tak keje lagi. ok fine. then, should u just LEAVE ME ALONE?
why i'm saying this?. just now i upload gamba zaman kecik2 dulu, then i sengih2 la sorang2.. wiii i pom tag2 la sis i.. zaman dulu2 kot. klakar je gamba. all i wanted to do is SHARING with u and have FUN.
TAPI, she said (by mesagging i kat facebook) :
haaaallllloooooo micahs. lain kali u jangan la tulis hok pelik2 kat wall i. perkataan yg menunjukkan i ni mcm budak2. poooraahh laa apa laaa. huhu. u tau dop i loni tgh membina imej businesswoman. kalu ada ore tengok status hok ngarut2 tu gak, malu lah i. heheheheee. u pahoo dopp? pahtu gak, gambar2 i hok maso kecik2 dulu hok huduhs tu tok payoh la tag wahahahahhaaaa. lepas imej businesswoman eightDesigns ni berjaya, i nok wak duit kok lain pulok. i nok ngajar ore buat bisnes online. kalau ore tengok i jenis supo budok2 gak, habis la. takdop sapo la hok nok blajar dengan i. u pahooo ko dopppp? i harap u jgn berkecik hati okess :p
ok. tak terasa langsung. :'(
just an uneasy feeling that cant be said by words. so how should i said it? using sign la kot. tapi macam tak masuk akal je. hoho
I SENANG TERASA OK. TAPI 2 MINIT JE POM. PALING LAME 15 MINIT. SO DONT WORRY. :) (kenapa la i macamni kan? thats why la i benci ade kawan2 i yang entah hape2 entah nk terasa2 4 5 6 hari. chill la der ! kate kawan?)
never mind.
i pom tak tahu la motif i tulis benda ni. *SIGH* lagi.
i buat entry ni sebab i tahu she will never ever read this. :)
::diri saya. bekeng (garang). cepat marah. cepat terasa. yes, i admit it. ni la kekurangan dan keburukan saya.
:: tapi its only temporary. kan da kate, paling lame 15 minit. even i tengah nangis2 sedih, pastu i sapu air mata, i boleh terus gelak. *hebat* kan i? even i terasa hati tahap nk mati gile terasa pedih mencucuk, tapi biase i diam. kejap. in 2 mnts, thats pedih durjana persetan feelings pom just GONE.
::Tuhan bagi kita kekurangan, walaupun banyak kurangya, tapi mesti ade jugak lebihnya.
*peace yoo*
^_^v
ps: to 'beliau', i missing u lah. like crazy kot. *ok. lebih2 dah*
sorry yeah. i macam meluat la kot nk tulis jiwang2 dekat blog. wakaka nanti malu di cik blog. tapi, u know me well enough right 'beliau'? (sambil sengih tunjuk gigi)
well.. as u might able to see at my face (if and only if u can see lah) even typing something yang lovely2 like that ayat above tu, tapi muka monyok cam skali mintak duit dgn ma, dia bwt tak tahu ! ade ke? ok. tak de motif langsung, tak de kaitan dgn tajuk.
well again, when ppl get older, u know?
-the number of their age increase
-their face start to change as well as their voices
-they get married
-they get beranak pinak
theres no fun anymore lah with this ppl !! *sigh*
my family, siblings. yes, of course they're the best ! but it feel like getting less fun lah when everyone getting older.. all they cared bout is JOB, CAREER.
ye. saya budak. saya tak keje lagi. ok fine. then, should u just LEAVE ME ALONE?
why i'm saying this?. just now i upload gamba zaman kecik2 dulu, then i sengih2 la sorang2.. wiii i pom tag2 la sis i.. zaman dulu2 kot. klakar je gamba. all i wanted to do is SHARING with u and have FUN.
TAPI, she said (by mesagging i kat facebook) :
haaaallllloooooo micahs. lain kali u jangan la tulis hok pelik2 kat wall i. perkataan yg menunjukkan i ni mcm budak2. poooraahh laa apa laaa. huhu. u tau dop i loni tgh membina imej businesswoman. kalu ada ore tengok status hok ngarut2 tu gak, malu lah i. heheheheee. u pahoo dopp? pahtu gak, gambar2 i hok maso kecik2 dulu hok huduhs tu tok payoh la tag wahahahahhaaaa. lepas imej businesswoman eightDesigns ni berjaya, i nok wak duit kok lain pulok. i nok ngajar ore buat bisnes online. kalau ore tengok i jenis supo budok2 gak, habis la. takdop sapo la hok nok blajar dengan i. u pahooo ko dopppp? i harap u jgn berkecik hati okess :p
ok. tak terasa langsung. :'(
just an uneasy feeling that cant be said by words. so how should i said it? using sign la kot. tapi macam tak masuk akal je. hoho
I SENANG TERASA OK. TAPI 2 MINIT JE POM. PALING LAME 15 MINIT. SO DONT WORRY. :) (kenapa la i macamni kan? thats why la i benci ade kawan2 i yang entah hape2 entah nk terasa2 4 5 6 hari. chill la der ! kate kawan?)
never mind.
i pom tak tahu la motif i tulis benda ni. *SIGH* lagi.
i buat entry ni sebab i tahu she will never ever read this. :)
::diri saya. bekeng (garang). cepat marah. cepat terasa. yes, i admit it. ni la kekurangan dan keburukan saya.
:: tapi its only temporary. kan da kate, paling lame 15 minit. even i tengah nangis2 sedih, pastu i sapu air mata, i boleh terus gelak. *hebat* kan i? even i terasa hati tahap nk mati gile terasa pedih mencucuk, tapi biase i diam. kejap. in 2 mnts, thats pedih durjana persetan feelings pom just GONE.
::Tuhan bagi kita kekurangan, walaupun banyak kurangya, tapi mesti ade jugak lebihnya.
*peace yoo*
^_^v
ps: to 'beliau', i missing u lah. like crazy kot. *ok. lebih2 dah*
sorry yeah. i macam meluat la kot nk tulis jiwang2 dekat blog. wakaka nanti malu di cik blog. tapi, u know me well enough right 'beliau'? (sambil sengih tunjuk gigi)
Sunday, June 26, 2011
kembali semula.
hello there cik blog !
as u might able to see....
muke i yang macam asam limau nipis ni !
niiiiii niii haaa
nampak?
toink toink !
haha
da lame xjumpe kan cik blog?
heee
entah lah..
slalu terpkirkan cik blog
tapi....
everytime i log in...
xtahu nk tulis ape..
opss
TYPE
BTW,
i sekarang tengah menambahkan isi2 badan
diakibatkan oleh cuti yang bukan lah cuti,
ketamatan pembelajaran i di
Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang
da dekat 2 bulan da pom...
selesai lah sudah
BTW lagi,
i sudah tidak bersemangat lagi untuk mencari
pendapatan sendiri seperti lepas SPM dulu
TIDAK
i sekarang sudah mengambil keputusan untuk duduk2 saja
haha
lebih senang dan bahagia
walaupun xla sebahagia mana.
bagi i,
ye, bagus bekerja.
TAPI
setelah mendapat pengalaman bekerja selepas SPM dulu,
i sudah TOBAT !
haaa
"macam xdek life kot kalo keje ! mende ape! nati da masuk u, baru terpkiir balik
bestnye kalo boley duk rumah. dah skrg ni boley duk rmh puas2, gatal nk keje lak !"
macam tu ler.... tu semua pendapat i je la.. berdasarkan pengalaman.. hehe
BTW lagi for the second tyme,
i sekarang ni tengah bengong.
ye, BENGONG
adakah perhubungan i dengan beliau adalah perhubungan yang sebenar benarnya?
atau
cinta monyet je?
kenapa ye cik blog, perangai i kene macam ni?
kenapa i xmacam orang2 lain?
orang2 yang baik.
kenapa ye i mesti selalu marah2?
kenapa i mesti tinggi sangat tahap kecemburuan i?
kenapa i xboley cakap lembut2?
kenapa i ni sendiri xboley nk ayu2 macam wanita2 laen?
wanita? ahhhaaaa
cik blog.....
i know myself. yes.
but still i can do nothing about it.
why cik blog?
why cant i changed?
and "beliau",
will all the dreams come true?
*speechless*
as u might able to see....
muke i yang macam asam limau nipis ni !
niiiiii niii haaa
nampak?
toink toink !
haha
da lame xjumpe kan cik blog?
heee
entah lah..
slalu terpkirkan cik blog
tapi....
everytime i log in...
xtahu nk tulis ape..
opss
TYPE
BTW,
i sekarang tengah menambahkan isi2 badan
diakibatkan oleh cuti yang bukan lah cuti,
ketamatan pembelajaran i di
Kolej Matrikulasi Pahang
da dekat 2 bulan da pom...
selesai lah sudah
BTW lagi,
i sudah tidak bersemangat lagi untuk mencari
pendapatan sendiri seperti lepas SPM dulu
TIDAK
i sekarang sudah mengambil keputusan untuk duduk2 saja
haha
lebih senang dan bahagia
walaupun xla sebahagia mana.
bagi i,
ye, bagus bekerja.
TAPI
setelah mendapat pengalaman bekerja selepas SPM dulu,
i sudah TOBAT !
haaa
"macam xdek life kot kalo keje ! mende ape! nati da masuk u, baru terpkiir balik
bestnye kalo boley duk rumah. dah skrg ni boley duk rmh puas2, gatal nk keje lak !"
macam tu ler.... tu semua pendapat i je la.. berdasarkan pengalaman.. hehe
BTW lagi for the second tyme,
i sekarang ni tengah bengong.
ye, BENGONG
adakah perhubungan i dengan beliau adalah perhubungan yang sebenar benarnya?
atau
cinta monyet je?
kenapa ye cik blog, perangai i kene macam ni?
kenapa i xmacam orang2 lain?
orang2 yang baik.
kenapa ye i mesti selalu marah2?
kenapa i mesti tinggi sangat tahap kecemburuan i?
kenapa i xboley cakap lembut2?
kenapa i ni sendiri xboley nk ayu2 macam wanita2 laen?
wanita? ahhhaaaa
cik blog.....
i know myself. yes.
but still i can do nothing about it.
why cik blog?
why cant i changed?
and "beliau",
will all the dreams come true?
*speechless*
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