kenapa mesti macam ni?

ape? ape?

ha ha ha -no hi hello-
amik ko muke aku skali ha!
gile ta malu.
-i know cik wafi will absolutely gonna read this-
ha ha ha
gile. gile.

ok.

i dunno larh. its hard to say. tapi this tyme *pointing above to my hodo pics*
was the most lovely happily bling bling moment for me!
hahaha
gile.
*cik wafi je tahu kenapa*

memang gile ta malu.

yes, i'm the most craziest person in this world. yes. i admit it. so stop pointing at me.
ape motif entry ni?

this entry is specially made for CIK WAFI dearie.. hehe
thanks a lot ye bebeh. ilabiu.

saya gile. :)

saya bulan oktober!

Ciri-ciri bagi mereka yang lahir pada bulan Oktober...

* Suka berbual.
* Suka orang yang sayang padanya.
* Suka ambil jln tengah.
* Sangat menawan & sopan santun.
* Kecantikan luar & dalam.
* Tidak pandai berbohong & berpura-pura.
* Mudah rasa simpati, baik dan mementingkan kawan.
* Sentiasa berkawan.
* Hatinya mudah terusik tetapi merajuknya tak lama.
* Cepat marah.
* Macam pentingkan diri sendiri.
* Tidak menolong orang kecuali diminta.
* Suka melihat dari perspektifnya sendiri.
* Tidak suka terima pandangan orang lain.
* Emosi yang mudah terusik.
* Suka berangan & pandai bercakap.
* Emosi yang kelam kabut.
* Daya firasat yang sangat kuat (terutamanya perempuan).
* Suka melancong, bidang sastera & seni.
* Pengasih, penyayang & lemah lembut.
* Romantik dalam percintaan.
* Mudah terusik hati & cemburu.
* Ambil berat tentang orang lain.
* Suka kegiatan luar.
* orang yang adil.
* Boros & mudah dipengaruhi persekitaran.
* Mudah patah semangat

haha yang kaler hijau adalah benar sebenar benarnya dengan diri i dan yang kaler merah adalah salah sama sekali! ok.
so dont judge me ok, i memang di lahirkan sebegini. :)
so cik wafi ade pape nk comment?

i get this from zackentry.

eightDesigns boutique and maria elena?

edz.com.my

see that blog header? BTW, why should i took the blog header? ha? i dunno. ha ha ha
i'm just doing this because i suddenly feel proud of my sis. hehe *tetiba* even dari luaran sungguh lah kecik dan cekeding tapi actually she more than that. i know how u've been struggle to have all of these and i'm PROUD of u!

BTW, for the second tyme.... how can MARIA ELENA become model of eightDesigns boutique? *HOH* i like lah maria elena. i love her style. and i love the way she speaks. me love ya!

asalamualaikum, kalau tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab sayang. :)

terima kasih Allah

thank you Allah for giving cik wafi back to me. :)

cik ila the great friends ever.

special thanks

to
ilaskuterama.blogspot.com

cik ila dearie.. u always be such a good friends. and i love you! hehe
i do miss you. be a good girl. *like me* haha

BTW, study larh! online saje. *HOH*

^_^v

jar of hearts.

hi cik blog. and as u might able to see,, i'm crying. i cant take it anymore. i'm sorry.
and i'm sorry that i've to say this..

i miss cik wafi. yes, i do.

you know what cik blog, one night i'm having video chatting with cik wafi. and the video quality was worse! so he said "xpe la nanti 3G, clear la." when is it??? until now i still waiting for that 'promise' he made. all he can do is just SAID. it might be more easier for him.. by giving me hopes.. and that hopes will just stay be itself. nothing more, nothing less. even i said "xpe la.." "xpayah la" actually i dont even meant it! when you said something, it give hopes for me and i'll take it as a promise. but what about you? naaaa you just take it as.. nothing? but fine. you only see the bad guy is me. its always be me. you'll never see your side of bad. like i said before,, last nyte, in my text: i'm giving your life back. i'm not gonna be ghost in your life anymore. and i will try to live alone.

i'll be waiting like i always do.
i'll be crying like i always do.
i'll be thinking like i always do.
but these doesnt change anything.

deactivate

otak i macam nak pecah.

first time i deactivate my facebook account. so you imagine larh sendiri cik blog my situation right now. thanks to you for letting me wrote on you and say nothing.

cik wafi, i suke bile u xde krdt, dan i ade.
so that i can wrote anything. let it all out, send them to you.
AND YOU CAN SAY NOTHING.
just like what cik blog did. so, next time..
cant u just listen to me?

*bia la at one time i buat entry banyak2. u dont la get mad at me like cik wafi wahai cik blog. i ni kusam ni. i da lame xsenyum ni. peliks la i kalau xsenyum. critical da i. kesian i. patut ke i di kesian kan? you decide larh cik blog*

=_=*

bertukar!

ha ha ha
saya sedih cik blog. thats why i laugh. ha ha
i laugh cause cik blog dah bertukar! hehe u look.. urmmm.. biase. simple. matured. right?
do you love it? of course you are! *actually you have to* haha
i do this so that i can do something with my bleeding heart and soul..
by changing cik blog will make me be more matured. no more kiddy kiddo thing like pinky2 and cute2 thing. I WANNA BE STRONG.

strong enough to face cik wafi.

ape motif ni?

sickness.

cik blog... *xyah greeting lah.. da slalu sgt da jumpa 2 3 hari ni kan :)*
well as u might able to see.. that i'm sick! totally sick! i cant even feel like moving around..
i cant even feel like wake up and walk and lompat2 keriangan even i really wanted to do so.
yes my body is sick but my soul is worse. cik blog, i paling sedih sekali.. yang tersedih sekali la.
i sakit2.. pening2.. nak jalan lompat2 xboleh.. cik wafi xade larh di sisi side by side sebelah menyebelah beri sokongan kepada i. cik wafi dont even care larh. he might said like this "why should i take a good care of her when she dont even once care bout me". ok cik blog. i know larh. I DESERVE IT. fine, i get it. it will be easier to him if i just GONE.

BTW cik blog terchenta..
i love you the most cause all you do is just letting me wrote on you and say nothing.
just what i need.

dear GOD.. please.. please.. take these away from me.. please.. its too hard for me.

too hard.