jar of hearts.

hi cik blog. and as u might able to see,, i'm crying. i cant take it anymore. i'm sorry.
and i'm sorry that i've to say this..

i miss cik wafi. yes, i do.

you know what cik blog, one night i'm having video chatting with cik wafi. and the video quality was worse! so he said "xpe la nanti 3G, clear la." when is it??? until now i still waiting for that 'promise' he made. all he can do is just SAID. it might be more easier for him.. by giving me hopes.. and that hopes will just stay be itself. nothing more, nothing less. even i said "xpe la.." "xpayah la" actually i dont even meant it! when you said something, it give hopes for me and i'll take it as a promise. but what about you? naaaa you just take it as.. nothing? but fine. you only see the bad guy is me. its always be me. you'll never see your side of bad. like i said before,, last nyte, in my text: i'm giving your life back. i'm not gonna be ghost in your life anymore. and i will try to live alone.

i'll be waiting like i always do.
i'll be crying like i always do.
i'll be thinking like i always do.
but these doesnt change anything.